It is getting colder and colder here in D.C., sunshine is no longer warm, wind feels like can cut your skin. He told me Ohio already got first snow for this season...I miss snow a lot, but still afraid of coldness. I always thought that I am cold blooded, because my body never gets warm, not even in summer. But friend told me it because I'm warm blooded, so my body sense the coldness more...good to know.
This Fall will be tough for me, actually I should be able to get over it easily, I already used to this kind of life anyways. But somehow I feel lonely, helpless, and lost... there is no way I would tell mom and dad about it, they would worry...only way I can say it outloud is here. Maybe it is just because of the weather, I suppose to be very strong, brave, independent, and optimistic. Well, please just let me be this time.
So many things are happening, I dont really have an idea what to write about. At least, at this moment, I'm not in a writing mood.
No matter what, we need to be happy. It is the ultimate goal.
1 comment:
I have cold hands and feet as well! :) take care of yourself! You are always free to tell me your feelings you know that. xxx
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